Love Life Black n Pink

Hmm...udah lama ga ngisi blog.sekalinya ngisi isinya curhatan mulu...biarlah... ahahhaha tau ni blog, jdi tempat pelampiasan curhatan saia yak?? sekarang maly mo curhat nih... lagi datar2 aja ngejalanin hidup tepatnya lagi kangen sama seseorang yang susah banget dikangenin...nah loh? ahahaha bingung harus gmn? cuma bisa pasrah dan melihat dari foto2 saja...ahahaha nasiiiiiibbb....:D

Cape dan slalu ingin menangis kalo kaya gini terus-terusan caranya.... Missing

On Sunday 17th October 2010, @Quotephrases said: #QP Life is unfair. You put someone first who puts you second. You study your ass off for a final only to get a B in the class when you deserved an A. You give 110% to someone in a relationship when they only give 40%. You’re there for your best friend at 3 a.m. when they need it the most and the next day they don’t pick up their phone. You give something your all and sometimes get little to nothing back. You care so much about someone who doesn’t care enough about you to say Hi once in a while. You give someone your time and they give you “sorry, I’m busy”. It seems like you’re giving everyone everything and they’re just walking away with it. ~Love It

#QP Sad story.. Boy:I broke up with her. His Best Friend:What happened? Boy:She’s just too much for me. His Best Friend:What makes you say that? What did she do wrong? Boy:Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure.. His Best Friend:So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see.. Boy:Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy! His Best Friend:So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see.. Boy:But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby! His Best Friend:So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And...

2 minggu yang lalu...semua berubah dan perubahan yang terjadi itu begitu menyedihkan serta menyakitkan... waktu terus berjalan, dan selama itu pula, rasa penyesalan, dan kesakitan selalu menyertai, sekuat usaha dicoba untuk menepis semua pikiran2 menjengkelkan itu.... Tapi, cuma waktu yang bisa menjawab semua itu, ga akan ada yg bisa membantu sampai sekarang

Ga jelas deh ah, judulnya sama aja kaya perasaan yang lagi dirasain sekarang, bener2 ga jelas dan bikin smwnya kacau.... Huaaaa......kesepiaaaaan.....ada ga sih orang yang ngerasain kaya maly?? walaupun dikelilingin banyak orang tapi lw ngerasa kesepian???ada ga c??? Huhuhuhuhuhu.... ga mau lama2 gni2 terusss..... Capeee..... tapi kesepian...huhuhuhu :((

Ok...butuh waktu lama untuk memahami, menghadapi ini...semua orang memberikan komentar yang sama, tapi bukan itu yang maly butuhkan..... dan pada akhirnya...maly tau, dan maly menemukan jawabanya....jawaban kenapa dengan yang pertama maly msh bs kepikiran meskipun maly yakin perasaan itu udah ga ada...dan dengan yang sekarang, maly bner2 merasakan sakit yang benar2 sakit, dan ga ada yang bisa mengalihkannya?? Akhirnya maly sadar, the biggest mistake, adalah letaknya di awal.... Yah, karena dya cowo, dan yaah....cukuplah maly yang tau jawabannya dan akan maly jaga ampe maly mati. Semoga maly bisa cepat menghilangkan rasa sakit ini.... :))